Finally it rained!
after days and days of hot, humid weather, it finally rained.
and I've finished my work for today! Today's work isn't as difficult as the previous ones.
anyways, Ida's goin Australia tmw! that's so cool.. I really want to travel.
If I have the money, I want to travel all over the world. I wanna go to countries like Dubai, Japan, Paris, Canada, Korea, Hong Kong and many many more.
I'm so sick of the heat here that's why I need to experience cold weathers.
I want to play with snow!
I want to experience their nightlife.
& I want to experience everything!

This is Hong Kong by night!


Cherry Blossoms in Japan ! :)

Shanghai

Seoul

and Dubai

oh wait! ANTARCTICA! Happy Feet!

my brother!
he's sleep-talking! he's mumbling something..
kekekeke!
he's snoring!!
hahaha!

It's 3.50am now.. & I'm still up doing work for my bro.
The stupid doc keeps jamming up and I had to retsart all over again -_-"
I get tired and tired and weaker and weaker as days go by.
I'll stay up till the mornings to finish up his work.
Getting sick...
Getting really sick.
Hahaha. I've got dark rings under my eyes.
Wanna see? Hahaha.
I want beautiful eyes.
like hers

okay let's zoom in a little

1, 2, 3.. WOAAAHHHH!
Kate Bosworth

Looked close enough?

Yehhh.. she has eyes with two different colours.
And not forgetting.. the famous 12 year old Afghan girl with amazing beautiful eyes. This is her, Then & Now (17 years later I think)

Wanna zoom a little on the eyes?


HAH! I envy them :(

so I didn't do that badly for my exams.. not that good either. it was quite average? haha but my GPA dropped by freaking 0.2! but it's okay.. I PASSED ALL MODULES! haha that's the most impt part for me. I can always buck up next year. hehe

well anyways, I applied for a job last night but I still havent recieved any calls from them yet :(
I'm so bored...

Oh yeah! the other day I went to Melaka! did I tell you guys? No? well now I'm telling! I went with IDSY, my aunt and other serious MAKCIKS.
It was fun, yeah it was! it was an educational trip too. haha
we got to learn more about bees? & chocolates.. and MELAKA itself.. and what more? Shopping? hehe!
went to the bee farm & Ida tasted the apple honey. she likes honey. ewwww. she bought one fr herself & I bought one fr my dad.
BUT THE BEST PART OF THE WHOLE THING WAS SHOPPING!!
we dint have that much time left to shop, but we just browsed through the stuffs there. we realised that the best place to go shopping is definitely SINGAPORE.
but I bought this garnier thing fr the eye. they say the results will be visible by day 28.. so I'm waiting till the end of this month to see if my eye condition has improved!
okay then we ate this ice-cream with brownies thing. It was nice man. bt not as nice as B&J lah. haha
as usual we camwhored throughout the whole journey. we used up like almost 3/4 of the memory.
I get to experience night time in M'sia.it's very dark there at night.. bt quite windy. and there were lots & lots of stars! the stars look like shiny diamonds scattered over the blue velvet sky.. AHHH...
the last stop was at a house selling 'kerepeks'. I should've have bought the stuffs there instead of buying it from convenience stores. didn't have enough money to buy the stuffs there fr my mum so me & ida went to taste the food samples there. Then we saw a frog and a rat. haha
Ouh yeah! I completely skipped the Hi-Tea part!
Yes, yes. we had Hi-Tea for lunch. we can pick any amount of food from the buffet table so as always, IDA being IDA, went to pick every different kind of deserts on the desert table.
we took pics of our food. there were nasi goreng, fish & chicken on my plate while there were nasi goreng , fish and bee hoon on Ida's plate. we had choc, honey dew & *dunno* pudding on one plate, choc cake with cherry on top, pineapple pie & raspberry jelly on another plate, and the nutritious watermelon, rockmelon & honeydew slices on the last place. nyum2!
but they served us plain water that taste like tap water, the one they lent to us. yes.
so, the journey back wasn't really spent on playing Ida's PSP but we shared ghost stories. I brought my poker cards & we also played hand clapping ames to entertain ourselves.
OUH YEAHH.. forgot to tell you guys.. there's this lady.. she's like fricken large & she wears a G-STRING!!! PUAHAHAHAHA!! she wore white pants that day then when she stood up we can see her white G-STRINGSS!!! It was so unsightly. heaheahea. Ida! should've taken a pic of it. haha.

so! Ida has all the pictures! like I said before & I'll say it again, if I remembered to post up the pics, I will. haha. so that's all!

*SHeeeeeeesh. the person still haven't call yet. I'm soooo uselesss!!*

ahh.. I'm separated from my laptop again :(
this time it's for 2 weeks.
I miss her. yes it's a her. haha.
she is a Compaq.

You know Compaqs.
They get spoiled easily.
But my baby has been behaving very good since.
Her keyboard letters thing don't fall out much like other Compaqs.
Hers fell out once, but you can always stick them back.
She was always there when I needed someone to talk to.
She became my best friend.

But one unfortunate day, a very stupid and disgusting virus named Trojan attacked her.
Trojan used to be her very best friend, because he helps to remove other viruses and threats.
But he betrayed her.
I felt sad. She felt sad too.
I tried many ways to save her but to no avail. :(
Many doctors tried to help but they want money.
They need me to subscribe to them so they can perform their operations on her.
But I didn't want to.
So,
She became weaker and her brain functions really, really slow.
Sometimes she will go crazy but I patiently stood by her side.
Sometimes I really want to hit her head because she's too slow but I held back my anger.
Sometimes I will accientally-on-purpose hit her, but I felt guilty after that.

I hope there are doctors out there who could help fix her.
and I wish to see her get better.

ughh... how unreasonable can parents be! my parents lack understanding and trust in me. now I'm observing how my family members interact with each other today. yeah today cos it's my bro's bdae.

so far, they are being super nice to him and treating me like shit on the other hand. how unfair can that be? like sorry for not finding jobs sooner, and rotting at home, but it's not like I've got other things to do. and it's not like I've been lazy to find jobs.

& now my bro is hanging around me like a monkey. it's so uncomforatble & I'm so pissed at how much luxury he gets everytime his birthday comes. my parents don't treat me to nice things or nice compliments. like 'sorry for being your daughter'.. pfft.

& guess what! I woke up early today. my bro's friends came over and I had to practically clean up the whole house after they left. like when do you see me being so hardworking and cleaning up the whole house on my own accord? yeah I do that often it's just that my parents don't see it. -_- & they keep putting me down everytime they are unhappy with something.

yeah, I woke up early today and they don't even say anything abt it. I slept with like 3 alarm clocks bcos I seriously wanna wake up early, and it's a great achievement for me! I cleaned up the house, cooked for myself and when I was using the comp for a few minutes , they reached home. instead of asking, they immediatley lashed out at me. they always catch me red-handed using the comp but it's not like I've been using it for the past 4 hours or so.

how would you feel? I definitely felt ignored & pissed. whatever I say don't make sense to them; they just won't listen! arghh *kill*kill*kill*

anyways, no matter how bad I'm feeling now, I'm still a good sister.

Happy 20th Birthday, Malik!

You've finally left teenagehood, but yet to enter adulthood. So you're neither an adult nor a teenager. MUAHAHA. you`re like torn in btw.
Alright, this is when you're finally become wiser and more matured, and you have to bear much heavier responsibilities.
Don't act like a kid and *Weekkk, weeekk, weeeekk!!* when mommy's not at home or you dnt get what you want.
Find a girlfriend soon.
Hope your wishes and dreams come true. Stay cute! >.<

Best wishes;
Ida! (your one &only cute &adorable sister)